Have you even been too scared to answer you phone, to isolate yourself from everyone you hold dear?

Well, Recently this guy I meet not too long ago started to talk to me. It was random. I wasn't too concerned.
I didn't pay any attention to it. Well, he got ahold of my phone number somehow. I think through a friend on an website I play, I think she hates me.... Along with my MSN-IM and kept asking to go out with me. Kept saying I was his ideal girl and such. I got totally freaked out.It was bad that it was hard to sleep, so far I've been heading to bed around like, 8am, and waking up in the morning around 3am in a cold sweat.

I don't have alot of money to waste.
Really now, getting ready for AnimeFest and going to see some of my best friends in colorado, who has time and the money for that? So, I just turned off my phone and haven't picked it up since. The guy on the website got banned(for stalking and harassing), and he hasn't IM'ed me on msn. Thank god!
So tonight I plan on having it turning it on again.

So if I did give you my phone number, and your worried about me. Stay calm, I'm fine so far. Just alittle freaked out. And feeling abit lonely. I haven't talked to any real friends since the summer started on the phone.

Oh, found out monday I'm getting surgery! LOLOLS!

Like, tomorrow morning.
> . >;;

so I'll be kinda out of commission for 2 weeks or so. Last time I had surgery I lost 50lbs and was bed wridden for an month....
So I hope it's not that bad.
;

ILU GUYS, and sorry for not updating sooner!

ja ne~